ANXIETY

They thought we made it.. They thought that it happens becoz we think too much, terlalu ikutkan perasaan and so on.. But seriously, sape yang rasa je tau macam mana seksa bila anxiety tu datang..

We're not a fool.. Suka-suka buat cerita, stresskan diri.. Huh.. Seriously..

If anxiety could be transfer, i gonna do it so that others can feel how worst is it to feel that way.. 

Feel sad tanpa sebab, hard too breath, feel like your head gonna explode, overthinking, insecure and many other things.. It's not easy to feel that way.. It's sucks!!

Please dont think that anxiety is something that we made it.. We struggled ourselves to live until now!! 

YOU'RE MY BEST GIFT EVER

Tadi, ya tak boleh tidur.. Sebab mata belom mengantuk.. Ni baru je habis layan drama korea.. Baru ada rasa mengantuk sikit.. And then.. Ya try call biy.. Like always.. Didn't expect that biy akan jawab😅 tapi.... Biy jawab🥰

And then,.. Ya pretend to be like orang tengah mamai.. Just to see how biy reacts.. You know what?? You make me fall in love with you more and more..

"ya sayang, biy ada ni.. Meh dekat biy meh.."

Awwww... Ya terharu sangat. . 😢

I shouldn't have doubts on you actually.. You proves me that im your priority.. I love you so much biy.. Setiap hari ya doa Allah tak amik biy daripada ya.. Satu benda je ya selalu mintak.. Ya nak biy je ada dengan ya.. Ya tak kisah pun pasal benda lain.. You're my everything.. The best gift ever yang ya tak nak hilang sampai bila2..

I love you biy, more and more every single day 😘😍❤️💕

stray cats

Stray cat. Ya, panggilan yang paling sesuai. Comel tapi mempunyai banyak kekurangan. Lantas dibuang dan ditinggalkan.

Setelah dibuang, dia meminta pertolongan dari orang sekeliling. Meminta untuk dibelai dan dijaga.

Ketika dia bertemu dengan tuan barunya, dia dibelai, dijaga dan disayangi. Meskipun tuannya menyayanginya, dia tetap mempunyai kekurangan dan masih dihina.

Haruskah dia terus hidup atau putus asa? 

Surprise😊

Urghh.. I want a guy who is lots of surprise that can make me happy😊 jeles giler bila tgok pasangn yg buat surprise utk pasangn dia.. So cute n romantik.. I dont want relay yg just hidup n plan for future n too serious in life sampai no fun in relay.. It is bored u know.. Living by knowing that yea i love u n u love me n that's it.. So bored😪 i want a relay that, everytime we meet, we are enjoy the meeting.. Hurmm.. When will i have that kind of relay😔 or it will never happened😩

Bila dah sayang😐

KNOK!! KNOK!!

Bila dah sayang,
Dia sakitkn hati kita pn kita okay👌
Bila dah sayang,
Segala buruk dia pn kita ketepikan😅
Bila dah sayang,
Dia layan kita buruk pn kita x kisah😌
Bila dah sayang,
Dia xhargai kita pn kita terima dgn sbar😑

Bila dah sayang....
I wonder, macam mana benda ni boleh terjadi.. Sebab sayang, kita ketepikan perasaan kita.. But i salute la dengan yg jenis macam ni.. This is call cinta sejati..But you know what, u deserve better😉

FULLSTOP!!😐

Future plan maybe😂

Study > graduated > work > buying car > buying house > travel

I dont know which column i am gonna married😂

I learned from the past.. Not gonna easy in trusting guy.. Try to have my own asset.. Not gonna be fool just because of one guy.. Mine is mine.. Not gonna be yours..

Love

People thought that i am happy being like this.. Dikelilingi lelaki yang x pasti.. If there's someone ever ask me, apa perasaan saya.. Then, i just wanna say.. I hate it n i am tired with it..😒

   But what can i say is i accept this as my fate.. Nobody knows how is it my future even me myself.. So who am i untuk mempersoalkan tentang ini..😔

    Seriously, i pernah mintak supaya aku jdi seorang yang x de perasaan.. Heartless.. Why? I dont want to love anybody n i x nak dicintai oleh sesiapa.. Why? Coz i dont wanna be hurt by love..😭

    Tonight, when i watched drama "bahagia bukan bidaan", there was a part when nora danish ask, bukankah cinta itu sepatut nya membahagiakan..tapi kenapa cinta itu menyakitkan kita.. When i heard that, i ask myself, why?😞

    Hati i dah hancur berpuluh kali.. Bukan sekali.. bukan dua.. It's all because of love.. Untill now, i still try to love again n again.. But, makin i cuba mencintai dan dicintai, i masih disakiti dgn namanya cinta..😩

     Now, i just feel nothing.. Tired of loving.. I'm just wanna be selfish once in my life.. But the fact is now i still care about other's feeling.. Damn it😪

#dontlovemeplease
#tiredwithallofthis