People thought that i am happy being like this.. Dikelilingi lelaki yang x pasti.. If there's someone ever ask me, apa perasaan saya.. Then, i just wanna say.. I hate it n i am tired with it..😒
But what can i say is i accept this as my fate.. Nobody knows how is it my future even me myself.. So who am i untuk mempersoalkan tentang ini..😔
Seriously, i pernah mintak supaya aku jdi seorang yang x de perasaan.. Heartless.. Why? I dont want to love anybody n i x nak dicintai oleh sesiapa.. Why? Coz i dont wanna be hurt by love..😭
Tonight, when i watched drama "bahagia bukan bidaan", there was a part when nora danish ask, bukankah cinta itu sepatut nya membahagiakan..tapi kenapa cinta itu menyakitkan kita.. When i heard that, i ask myself, why?😞
Hati i dah hancur berpuluh kali.. Bukan sekali.. bukan dua.. It's all because of love.. Untill now, i still try to love again n again.. But, makin i cuba mencintai dan dicintai, i masih disakiti dgn namanya cinta..😩
Now, i just feel nothing.. Tired of loving.. I'm just wanna be selfish once in my life.. But the fact is now i still care about other's feeling.. Damn it😪
#dontlovemeplease
#tiredwithallofthis
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